the son daughter-in-law heartfelt blessing.

On 28 April 2014 is our festival, lively than the Spring Festival, and poetic. Festival stage, son daughter-in-law is leading role, and I his mama is a supporting role. The day the sky is blue, there is no wind no cloud, the trees don't move, cbsi have washed the sky. The sun and smiling sitting on transit, sprinkle a full face of the blessings of the joy of the heart in, the faces of people, a deafening hair feed of the firecrackers lit festive atmosphere more powerful, like the altar wine with diffuse flush .

Flower applause sang red candle carpet, and the beautiful wedding march intoxicated with a piece of the world.

Ah; The wedding, the only son's wedding. For this beautiful, for this exciting moment, in order to daughter-in-law, the sound of a sweet sound dad, for the sake of his son that open to hug my arm, I can control the emotion of the waves. Did not decent in front of so many people, impudently into tears... Cry very howl is very emotional. Tears like fountain surges up, brush brush .

This is XiLei BeiLei, is feeling/combined with tears......

I was laid off the winter has not yet come spring also hard running in the snow for a living, the winter clouds covered the sky again. Suddenly a car accident. To my one and only son, rolling into seriously. Son, two legs are rolling into comminuted fracture, ribs were off by two root, four toes by accident. Off the bones of your trousers stamp rotten, bones, the outside. At that time, the bloody horrible, light do surgery for eight and a half hours .

I looked at by this catastrophe, the son of heart to be broken, can't help but cry about it. For the first time my heart and the heart of the son so close, so close... Son was the trouble, I dare not to tell the truth to his wife, because his wife had soon do surgical operation of cerebral hemorrhage. I'm afraid she bear this kind of problem again. I put all the pain for one person.

In the hospital, I looked at son tears, to the house, I pretended to smile to her laundry cooking, making fun, like what didn't happen. New Year's eve morning, my name is son to call his mother, said his father-in-law busy he get in that help in the home, back to the Chinese New Year, with fictional spring breeze blows fucking ChunYang silver hair, warm her heart. I also don't say pain in his heart, to smile with tears to relatives and friends to send short messages, and blessed them .

First day I go to the hospital care son, cheated on his wife said to the propaganda department of open forums; Second day say to the county government open forums; Third said to cppcc.in open forums... A mid lied to his wife. Poor wife, brain fuzzy wife, could no longer withstand hit the wife ah, don't know, what units will be under the annual open what can ah, she still believe it.

Fifth ". I want to hide from his wife for a long time to also not to let her know sooner or later, slowly said to her. Began to hurt, dare not say handlebar son ride a motorcycle broke his son, in the hospital, let her go and see. After his wife to the hospital did not dare to call his wife jie quilt, the son of two broken legs, just call her son's feet. Brain fuzzy wife ah, also said, don't lose him. Female who told him we FeiQi. Say I want to cry.

"That leaning, fu xi curse that... even poly gate, XiongJi domain." In my tears, jia yi's "the bird" in the words gave me some comfort. I recognize that the continuation of life is a joy and suffering, but fate is the beginning of the end of the joy and suffering. Life is the extension of upward or downward, but fate is on the left or the right change. Life is a light grey green lake water, god and fate is endless unpredictable sea. Or, life is the grass in rain or sunshine, fate is the tooth sickle and cattle and sheep. Life is endless ants crawling, but fate is suddenly fell down to feet. Son this trouble, in addition to the heart breaks, I often think: people say I am blessed, two ear lobes shoulder, wide width, the bridge of the nose, high-rise is flatter me. I I'm so bitter fate. When young, although the sprint efforts, and always didn't jump out of the factory. Laid-off, lead ore, back when moving, lun hammer drill cave before selling vegetables adopted a timber... What hard work hard, what bumpy ordeal had been in life. Just knew her age, his wife with a cerebral hemorrhage almost killed, to the older son great trouble again, fate is so unfair to me. But I thank fate gave me so much suffering, and it makes me more strong and mature, his wife is seriously ill, now recovering well, hands and feet are very flexible, basic living on their own. Son is rolling so, heart brain are no big deal. Just received the pain, now recovery and good people.

Though I experienced so many frustrations ordeal. Now all these sufferings into my words. Suffering is a treasure, is life's highest institution of higher learning. Suffering is objective existence, when it comes, is not a problem you want to don't want to, but to you how to face how to challenge how to fight. Like a son's marriage if the wife normal brain, like arrange pick up the bride. Son of bedding. Quilting quilt with the red line away/buy chestnut walnut date these small things I don't need to worry about. I just live in the global. But his wife fuzzy brain. All these she won't do me to worry about, I feel a man is not easy, to be a father is not easy, do a qualified men and are less likely to his father. It's too hard too difficult... The pain, no sad resistant acidity to who complained of, I be afraid son called son know and want to know, afraid of son know I paid too much for him, son, the in the mind. Know, son want to call for his father to pay these besides Yun obligation and responsibility, is called him a good filial piety I later. Son married now. In the twenty-seventh year of frustrates harasses hungry its always work for enlightenment. Dream into reality, the in the mind how don't like mad to painful injury tears like spring? ! Wedding, when his son embrace me, deeply touched in my heart. Thousands of words I don't know where to start, only the tears, the crystallization of the mind, brush the ground. The tears are the silent caress, silent, silent words, silent hope, no words. , the son daughter-in-law heartfelt blessing...